My anxiety was right and now I am battling loneliness
I had been in a domestic relationship for 6 months and knew it would never progress to anything more serious. Being the person I am I wanted to take care of him and show him a love I know not many had shown him before but with his past relationships he had trust issues. This eventually lead me to having major anxiety about him leaving me or doing something that would cause him to hate me.
This morning he texted me saying he was done and was dropping me from his life. I thought he would know me by now to where he would be open enough to talk any issue through. Now I am battlinig thoughts of helplessness, loneliness, and anxiety for the future. Will I ever be able to find someone to appreciate me for who I am, faults and all, I dont want to be alone forever. I am still living in a state I just moved to 7 months ago and now I have no one.
@kindlovegrace
I'm sorry you are feeling so unappreciated.
There is a very old joke about two boy scouts who were asked what good deed they had done that day. They replied that they had heped an old lady across the road. When they were asked why it had taken two of them, they replied "she didn't really want to cross the road."
I would put your energies and your generosity intosome formof voluntary work, where it will be appreciated. Just my suggestion.