Out of Prison
So my ex and I were together for 4 years ever since I was 16 after we graduated high school, he got really bad into drugs. He would start to abuse me mentally, physically, ans verbally. Here was in and out of jail for about 2 years and I stayed with him thinking he'd change everytime he got out well I was wrong. Then he got thrown in prison for everything that caught up to him. I stayed with him for about 6 months and realized I couldn't do it anymore. Here still calls me and I do talk to him but only because I do love and care for him but I get scared everytime I talk to him with what he's going to say. I know I can hang up but I'm so afraid he'd always kill himself or stuff like that. So I just have been informed that he is getting out today and I'm scared he's going to come find me and beat me up for leaving him and dating the guy I have been with for 3 years, which he's knew i had someone when we talked. Im just anxious about seeing him out in the world after he'd been away for 5 years and I didn't have to worry about it. Now who knows what's going to happen. Yes I did restraining order but it didn't work I still got beat up. I just want to move and change my name and look. I feel like this is going to keep me in my home to much and I'm going to get even more depressed
@Mcwifety22 I'm sorry that your thread has been sitting here unanswered. That sounds like a very difficult situation and I'm sorry that you have had to deal with it. I haven't been in a similar situation therefore I don't unfortunately know how to help. It sounds like you have already taken important steps by getting a restraining order. It also sounds like you are ready to cut off contact with him which is a good idea. I hope that being locked up for as long as he has been has given him the time to change and move on. Like you said, he has known about your moving on for a while.
How have you been these last two weeks? Has he made contact with you?
