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Hello i'm not the type to write their thoughts but i feelt the need to let everything out i've been feeling really down these days nothing seems to work for me specialy my studies i'am mijoring in something i hate and it's been really hard to accept that this is what i will be doing form now on i tried to deal with it silently since everyone around me looked so tired of my complanis ..after some time it got better having fun with my friends was the distraction that i needed ..but everything went downhill this semster iam in a different place and my schedule is so bad that i don't even get any breakes i try to meet up with my friends but it doesn't work and now i feel like i'am not part of the group anymore ..i don't have any one to talk to not my friends nor my family i don't think any one wants to hear how i feel and how deppressed i am i just feel so lonely all the time . I thought that i was overracting and everything is fine but these past days i suddenly wakeup in the middle of night crying my heart out and then going back to sleep just to wake up in the morning and pretend everthing is fine ..i feel like an empty shell i lost all my interst in the things i love i don't enjoy my hobbies anymore i feel so ugly insideout i don't know what to do
@SpicyDounghnut
I know exactly how you feel. It's been a long time since I've been in college but I recall the realization that I had spent all those years pursuing a degree that wasn't right for me. Sadly, that only contributed to the endless issues I already had and things really went downhill from there. Like I said, that was a long time ago. Now I can appreciate the opportunity I was given.
I know it may seem like some kind of failure if you don't go into the field in which you major but it isn't. College is about the learning, not the job or jobs that come afterward. It may not seem like it now but if you've done your homework you've acquired a bunch of knowledge that will come in handy in so many other facets of your life.
Take care.