Scared of myself
So I been scared of myself, I have panic attacks every night i consume the hatered in me and I hide who i am....Im scared im going to lash out on myself or someone i really care about but im also scared that my boyfriend is falling out of love :/ so that causes worse depression,anixety and my insomina and espesically my trust issues
@BrokenL0ve
im sorry you're going through all this. i wish there were something more specific I could do to help.
i can't give you advice, but I can lend support. i know there will be better days, and you can get through this. you deserve the best.
sending love
happy new year x
@BrokenL0ve I mean it is a scary place to feel like you will lash out on yourself or others on top of the fact a person you care for deeply may be falling out of love. You are going through a lot and I am sure it is not easy. The panic attacks along with depression and anxiety are not exactly pleasant. But I think you do not have to go through it alone, while that does not solve exactly the difficult situation, it helps to talk about it. I get scared of myself as well when all the negativity just seems to be too much, but it helps for me to remember I am not alone. So if you feel it may help, please reach out to the community to talk! I have found that there are some very caring and attentive people here