TW: basically talking about being sick and all the nasty stuff

So, I’m sick. And for the last few days I’ve been in a lot of pain. I threw up about four times today, and my stomach keeps cramping up like crazy and I’ve been nauseous for almost half the day. I can’t seem to catch a break as my body is hurting so much. I’m most likely going to see a doctor tomorrow, but I feel so sad. I know sickness happens to everyone but man… why me lol. I’m not sure how much of a spiritual person I am but it’s crazy how everytime I pray for something positive, something bad happens to me. Am I cursed ..? :(