Taking a Step

So, I honestly don't really know what I'm doing here. I've struggled with the voice in my head for as long as I can remember. I don't know at what point it really started to bother me. Lately, I've hit a point that I just feel the need to talk to someone. No one knows all the crazy stuff that runs through my head going a million miles an hour, I keep that to myself as to not cause anymore problems then everyone already has. I used to write poetry to get the craziness put of my head but now it all moved so fast I can't even make sense of most of it. I tend to just ramble to avoid trying to focus on any one thing for too long. I don't really know what else to say, not really sure how any of this works. Thanks for listening, that's all I think I can do for now.