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Tired of life

User Profile: evalewiss
evalewiss May 19th, 2020
I have honestly gotten tired of life, of living exisitr ... I don't care about everything now. Have you noticed that when you are born you start to die? I feel that everything is my fault because they do not do more than appear problems to me everywhere and when I try to help someone with their problems and I do not succeed I get sad, and when all that accumulates they give me anxiety attacks. Today I woke up looking at the sunrise since I have not slept because I have been crying and thinking about my life from the beginning to my supposed end, I have to say that the sky was very beautiful and I think it is the only beautiful thing that I will see throughout my life .
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User Profile: Kurt789
Kurt789 May 19th, 2020

@evalewiss

As I talk to you, I talk to myself.

It's not easy in these times of quarantine's and worry about a virus and so many sick people. I feel a lot of anxiety when look inward to myself when I hear the sad news every day.

I try to think of heroes in my life, and heroes now who work constantly to keep us safe, alive, with a future. The researchers. Doctors. Especially nurses and caregivers. Heroes have their tough times too.

I hope you feel it is only temporary, that living in the moment is part of the way to get through thoughts of a dim future. I try to remember we are not perfect beings, that fault is just a name to avoid forgiving someone, including yourself. And forgiveness is such a valued but underused word.

Try to connect to a listener here. There is care and concern around you. Give it a chance to show itself. Especially, care for yourSelf. I will try to stay on for a while.

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