Weird situation NEED ADVICE I messed up
At tax time my mom let me buy a really nice computer. on the day I got it I panicked because it’s so expensive and begged her to send it back but then changed my mind and then changed it again to make her send it back. We got into an argument cause I kept making her pack and unpack it. Now that’s it’s gone I feel horrible because she picked it out for me and wanted me to have it. And now I’m having constant anxiety attacks cause I regret what I did and putting her through all that and I should’ve kept it. What should I do to make it up to her and calm down?
This is a difficult situation because you would have felt anxious either way. If you kept it you would have felt anxious about how expensive it was and by taking it back you now feel anxious because she had picked it out for you. I understand how you feel. There is no need to make it up to her as you haven't done anything wrong. If you have a strong relationship with her maybe try and talk to her and explain that it was overwhelming for you. Or maybe if she picked out something special for you that wasn't expensive that you could treasure and appreciate, that could be an idea.
Hope you feel better about it soon, anxiety can be so difficult to deal with. Wishing you all the best ❤
