What am I doing?
I just spent hours dealing with cvs and shit to make sure my gf had her meds. because I go get them, she doesnt. ever. so they were out of stock out what she needed had to call doc office after hours and hope to God that they would give her a weekend supply of something different. well after crying and being scared to death, I got them. came home. explained and she fucking freaked. said it didnt sound right and i was lying. why the fuck would I lie? I told her to call them..butnof course she wouldnt. now she thinks shes going to lose her doctor and all this other bullshit. this. this is why I am the way I am. a normal person would have said, hey its ok thanks for getting these. im sorry they gave you such a hard tjme. or something. but no. she said I shouldve drove 2hrs and 30 to get the meds at anothee store. it doesnt matter how far. me and mom should waste the gas. not her. she doesnt life a fucking finger. I get her food, meds, candy, etc...she sits all day and watches wrestling. and does nothinf to help out anyone. ever. what the fuck am I doing? she literally three shit and freaked and best on shit because of this. I cant it anymore. if something doesnt go her way or the way she believes...its a lie.
@Jelloprogram one of my biggest pet peeves is also not being appreciated. it seems you try a lot for your gf by getting her meds, but not only that you care for her a lot in other aspects as well. and you deserve to be appreciated because it's tiring and hurt not be told even a simple thank you. my question is why do you still stay with your gf, maybe this is just one incident and you love her in others, however if you feel drained and unappreciated on a normal basis, maybe it is time to reconsider your relationship. i do not know the full picture but people will be rude and crappy sometimes and it is our expectations that hurt us..i am similar to you that i did a lot for this person and instead was screamed and nagged at...it is frustrating but there is also freedom in just accepting we cannot control others. i hope you the best as you seem like a good person that is simply tired and not appreciated enough :)