Work nightmares
I woke up from a nightmare where I was at work and had work to do, but asked to go pick up treats for a meeting instead of doing my computer support job.
i was asked by an executive assistant who likes to make a lot of noise if she doesn't get what she asks for. And that means copying my bosses boss on an email.
and I feel like my bosses never ask for my side in things and do everything to please management - including throwing me under the bus.
i live my job and the company - but I need a place that supports me. A team that works like a team and not one that competes against one another. I want to leave and find another job but i am older and I have been left out of projects because of stupid things like this, so not much to put on the resume.
l feel trapped.
@SmartlyStressed it seems you are unhappy with your job because you feel a lack of connection with those in your workplace, however you also feel like it would be difficult to find a new job, but my two cents is that you should still try. Many of us will stay in our jobs miserable because it's work to get a new job and there will probably be failure as well, but don't ignore your nightmares and feelings, the discomfort you feel is a sign you want a change. And there are many jobs in the world and perhaps better company cultures or heck you could even try to start your own small business...none of these will be easy but I feel you know what's best for you and that one day you won't have to feel trapped