Worries
I worry about every thing and its affected every aspect of my whole life to where I won't talk to people and can't hold down a job or finish school. I'm just stuck.
i feel sick right now because of the uncertainty i don't even know if that person will even want to know me now I haven't even done nothing wrong i just want it like before
It's not to worry anymore, what will happen,will happen. I don't have enough time to worry. I do have the time to love and be happy. Happiness is so hard to find in oneself. Once that is found, worry goes away. Love is forever no matter what. Sometimes it can't be with someone and I have learned that the hard way.
@pinkNickel7395
I'm sorry about your situation! Know that things will get better. Anxiety can be a phase in life; there will be a silver-lining.
@philosophicalPear7356 i sure do hope so. 30 years is enough anxiety for me
I worry that my husband's oldest friends don't like me. I think they're really cool, kind, and generally awesome people. I'm afraid they think I'm an idiot, selfish, and lame. I worry that I'm not giving off the right impression. I feel so ashamed.
Work also sucks. I'm constantly worrying about fixing other people's mistakes. When someone screws up in production at work it eventually puts more work on me, so now I've fallen into checking behind the work of others (sonetimes fixing it) AND completing my daily tasks as well. It goes beyond just the work itself. For example, a coworker went out of town. I took it upon myself to check and see if he got anyone to fill his shift. He did not. I then went and tried to find a fill in for him, and when no one else could do it I said I would try my best to make it even though I had a doctor appointment. Well, the doctor appointment ran way long and I missed the shift. I feel a little guilty for missing it even though I said I could only try to make it. Now I'm angry. At what I don't know, but it's just so frustrating!
Also, my mother was told Friday that she should have her gallbladder removed. It's seems she was told years ago to have it removed. Now I'm kind of encouraging her to go through with the surgery. But I'm scared. She's on oxygen at night,and lots of meds. She's considered a high risk patient. What if she dies in surgery, and I'M the one who pushed her into getting it?
i don't know what i have exactly done so i am being treated like dirt i don't know if I'm being ignored i don't know what someone has put in their head i feel so down and i keep thinking what if I have a year like the past one i don't know what I will do i tried to tell that person don't bring them into my life again once before they made me go through a breakdown i picked myself up then too without any help I'm not sure if i will be able to this time why couldn't they just leave it at that just us friends why bring them back can't stop being frightened of what will happen what if they say they no longer want to know me or see me
@tallSugar4889, I'm so sorry you're going through something. But, you're strong. You know what's best for you. No one else has the right to dictate your comfort and happiness.