feeling upset atm
mom and i had a fight yet again and she called me some pretty mean nicknames and screamed before finally leaving me alone. made a doctors appointment to get tests she knows sends me into severe panic attacks right in front of my face and overall just feeling really upset right now.
don't know why everything is wrong in everyone's eyes and feeling very guilty, as if im the cause for all my mothers anger. i just want a break, i want her to compliment me for once, not degrade me.
i don't remember the last time i ever last got a compliment :(
@Krazecat That sounds really tough to deal with. I know when I tell the doctors and nurses about my anxiety regarding tests & treatments they are usually very understanding and try to work with me to make it not so scary. I hope that you can get the tests from understanding people so that you can take care of your physical and mental health. I'm sorry that your mom is being so awful to deal with. Parents should never treat their children like that. I'm proud of you for reaching out and I hope things get better soon.