im such a worthless loser
when i went outside i saw people hanging out with their friends and on dates, and having fun and going to the movie theater
ive never done those things because i've never had any friends, no one ever wanted to be my friend even in preschool. I tried really hard to make friends and be nice to people but they always still rejected me. Now I will always be miserable my whole life, it will only get worse, and it is already horrible.
@ahhlo time to reach out for therapy. Do try make that step.
I saw you wrote again you feel unwanted here. I personally wrote to you saying how glad I was to see you back as was concerned about you.
I've often replied to your posts in the month I have been here but you seem to rarely respond or take note or discuss further.
Friendship is a two way thing. Maybe others who are in similar difficult times may also want to be heard? You could start trying out online friendship here - it's a commitment and involves taking time to respond to others at times when you feel you can just offer a word of support or understanding.
I agree. Honestly, It’s frustrating seeing someone that needs help not accept / receive the support they need.
@anonyLemon4233 you dont really like me, you just feel bad for me, you would not be friends with me if you knew me
@ahhlo if you come to your own conclusions about people it may make it more difficult to befriend someone.
I'm on 7cups because I feel bad about myself.
And because I keep going through self hatred - the expression of which sometimes I read in your posts.
We are all here due to some suffering.
There is a form of kinship here which I'd like you to see as it could possibly start to alleviate a bit how you feel.
I too can have a very stubborn mind and I was trying to start learning how to be kind to myself.
At moment if I can feel something for anyone it's a step for me and I was wondering if same thing could help you by engaging with others.
I think you're already a step forward by being able to work and go out even if that is painful for you. Well done
theres nothing that could possibly happen that would make my life bareable
no matter what happens, i will be miserable, no irl friends, and i will die like this
thats why its all so pointless fo rme