on edge 99% of the time
over the past year ive been going through to much .. breakup (with my boyfriend of 2 years) and i got my heart broken by a guy i was talking to who ended up playing with my feelings and going around with other women .. I've downgraded my worth tremendously bc of it .. long story short .. my ex boyfriend repeatedly cheated on me while we were together and blamed me for majority of our problems and the cheating.. he threatended to kill himself so we had to work it out but then after we broke up i found out he cheated on me more times than i knew and it happened with my friends... so i lost all my friends because of him .. the guy i was talking to .. ghosted me, played me, claimed to love and care for me but contined to emotionally hurt me. so over the past year my anxiety has been terrible, im on edge 99% of the time and i cry myself to sleep almost every night. i want to work on myself, i want to grow in self love and realize that i am worth more than what happened to me but that has been so difficult for me ..
@Sadsoul5432
Hi. Well done for posting what you have been going through lately.
It sounds like this last year has been a real challenge for you. I'm sorry that you have had to go through all of this.
You say that you are on edge 99% of the time, how do you cope with feeling like that day after day?
You absolutely are worth more than what has happened to you and I'm glad you want to work on yourself.
I am a verified listener here so please feel free to send me a message if you think it would help you to have a listener support you through this. Or of course you can reply to this post, whichever you think would be the most useful.
take care
paul
