Anxious,stressed&overwhelmed
I just feel like everything did falling apart ! I was in a bad marriage decided to leave, my children refused to leave with me and I have lost every sense I’ve had of being their mother. They do come “visit” at my house but can’t wait to be back with their dad. I burst into tears pretty much anytime I’m around them and they voice there option about not living with me. I left the marriage with nothing my car and my clothes, and have worked my butt off do get financially stable and create a healthy life for myself , but here I am working myself to be an over achieving workaholic and I’m getting crap at work for doing to much! I feel like I can’t win for loosing, nothing is ever good enough! I was told that my clients have bad things to say about me even though I do more then any of my coworkers to benefit them but it’s not seen as enough. I just feel like no matter what I do in life no one will ever value my existence not even myself !
@Maple2112 It is hard to feel unseen and unheard. You have gone through a lot with difficult relationships as well as a job where you put in your best effort and still have clients complain that it's not enough. It makes sense for you to feel frustrated as you are trying despite all the struggles you have faced to be financially stable and a healthy person. This may not help but screw the people that do not see or appreciate you. You deserve to be acknowledged as we all do. And while it seems like you are not getting that, I hope you do not ever think are not enough because that is a toxic place to be where I have def fallen. And if you ever need to talk about it, I am happy to talk and there are many others in this community as well
