Everything is going downhill
I just don’t know what to do anymore. Left the person I love because he didn’t treat me right and I still feel like a physical pain because I still love him. School is also not going well even tho I try hard. One of my best friends turned out to be very fake and talks bad behind my back. All of this is happening in the past month. It’s just too much like can I have a break? And the thing that hurts me the most is that nobody sees or notices that I’m not okey and I thought about killing my self that is where I thought I needed some help because these are not normal thoughts. I’m open to any advise you all have thanks for reading my share.
@justjelena
I'm sorry to hear all the bad things that are happening right now but things will get better. Forget about him, don't put yourself into a hard place because of a man. Find another one if you want, stop thinking about him(I know it's hard). But try to focus on the things that you can change and stop agonizing about the things that you can't change. Friends are just like some train stations of your life, no one is forever and the train or you will initially pass that station. Put yourself in the center, losing friends doesn't mean you can't go on to your life anymore. You as the train driver hold the controller of your life that no one else has that power to take away from you. Everything is just a bus stop, look forward, stop looking back at the things that you can't change. People care about you, and me too. You don't have to let everyone know that you are upset or you are struggling, again, you hold the remote of your life, and other people could just be a push or pull. No one asks you about your situation is because you never show your emotion to them. You keep hiding it, you keep denying it. You could do that, but that just means no one will ask you about it, Or you can just talk about your situation and find help. But anyways, focus on the things that you can change and always remember that you hold the controller of your own life.
