Fear to move

Hope this is what you are shooting for...To me in my life, I am particularly afraid to move forward because where i am right now is technically safe but all the same it is not a good place. Yes, if I move forward, things probably would get better and i could be free of this hell. But, 'probably' is not 'definitely'. And i think the fear stems from IF it got worse than where I am right now, I do not think I would survive it. Asa matter of fact, i know i wouldn't.