Introduction
Hi everyone
My name is Luis, I just rurned 34, I am from Venezuela but have beeb living in germany since 2015. I have social Anxiety, some kind of Mutism and beeb depressed sin apparently 2017 or earlier.
I have lived in 5 cities in 7 years. That + social anxiety + corona have made it imposible for me to meet new people. I feel like I have been repressing how I feel for too long, mostly because I am alone and have to just keep going. But I feel like I am breaking down and feel like can't hold it anymore.
I hace been crying non stop while writting this.
I joined here because I didn't want ti be alone anymore and wanted to find somebody who would listen to me (even if it is virtual) and maybe finde somebody who has overcome depression.
Cheers
@yeyel Hi luis! I'm experiencing the same situation . But there are some books which helped me to feel better . 1) the power of selfconfidenc by Brian Tracy 2)secret by Rhonda Byrne . I hope they help you to overcome this situation and make friends.
@yeyelr I just wnted to add that God is the most powerful supporter . If you believe in him, nothing can make you sad or stressed .
I have read the book which I recommended to you "secret" many times and I just came to the conclusion that all the things that secret is telling is the same as believing in God. I did some research about Quran which is the book of Islam and I found many interesting things about it . It is a complete guidance book for life .One interesting thing is that nobody could change its words from the time that it had been written by the prophet of Islam(but it's God's words) and even in this book had been said "If you can , write a sentence like the ones in Quran " and nobody ever could write any. There are so many researcheres who became muslim after reading this book . Islam is more interesting than what some muslims show us.
I don't want to invite you to Islam , Every religion is respectable but I want to suggest you to read Quran if you want or if you're interested, even if you don't believe in it. And do some research about the purpose of life for human. Sorry for talking(writing ) too much . I just wanted to help you with your depression. I Know life is hard for everyone.
English is not my first language so I apologize for any mistake that I might made. And these words are just my opinions.