Is it just jealousy..?
I only have a few friends, who are very dear to me. These past few weeks I don't understand what I'm feeling anymore, I don't understand if it's still my social anxiety but I feel like everyone has their backs turned at me, like, they ignore my existence when I have always did my best to make them feel that they really belong. I feel like nobody wants to listen to me, and Yes, they could say I haven't even been reaching out for them but how will I do that if I feel like they won't even listen. They think of me as a problem everytime I open my mouth and flash a bright smile, so maybe I am a problem.
Hi, I'm sorry you feel this way. Did these friends of yours give you reasons to doubt their reliability? If not, I think it's best to talk to them about how you feel. Of course they can't help you unless you tell them you need help. Not all the feelings we experience correspond to reality, I believe that talking to them is the only way to find out what the truth is. If you need to, remember that you can connect with a listener at any time. Take care!
