It's my birthday
For a lot of people would be he best day in a year, but it sucks to me. I couldn't get off bed and my chest hurts in regular breathe.
Notabout aging, but cause I'm so far from a nice life that I don't even know if I still have dreams.
Bday is the only day that some "friends" contact me. But for this year I changed my phone number, deleted all social media and it's kind of less painful.
Everyone here knows how an anxious mind works, and now I worried about not being able to fit in a regular life again.
I'm a single 27yo woman, thinkig that it's not the way my life should be. My body will be old soon and I'm hopeless about motherhood.
What can you, people, say me?
@1StarY
hey!! Even though you may not be feeling at your best right now, I wish you the best on this day and all days to come. All of us at 7cupsoftea are here to support you so get yourself a cup of tea (or 7) and let yourself relax, do something you enjoy or something you used to enjoy. Feel free to message me if you like, although you may feel old you have plenty of time here in retrospect and a lot of time that you have already been here but the only time that really matters is the here and now and right now you are doing so wonderfully even in just writing this post and allowing us to be here with you, supporting you and cheering you on
@Hunterjames
It's a strange way to express, but I now I really hope to feel home at 7cups like I can't feel where I actually live.
@1StarY I really hope you do get to experience the feeling of being at home here
@1StarY
I understand. In my own world the expectation is beyond who I am yet I have to function all the same. At least here I can admit how sad or broken I really feel. Its not easy living this confusing life isnt it? I wish I could meet a lot of people here in person. Theyd already know more about who I am than some of my so called family does. I bet wed care for each other and laugh like we mean it.