JUST SAYING...PLEASE EXCUSE ME
when life gives you lemons take them and throw them back in the face of everyone that has ever done you wrong and pat yourself on the back for being able to pitch! Then get the ballbat and beat the day lights out of the first PASSAT you can find(thats the kind of car my husband was driving when he crashed and died). Then go to the house you lived in before your husband died and the bank kicked you out and drink a bottle of wine that you and your husband would share on special occassions and get dog drunk and pray you wonder off in front of a moving car and get hit and die so you can join him. That would be a good day compared to the year I have had since he died. I am so stressed out overwhelmed and bombarded with everything life SUCKS. If suicide wasn't against my religion I'd consider it. I wish I could go back but thats not an option and this is where we are at and I'm sooooooo tired. Is it ok to want to get high? UGH!!!
@coldstorage40
Oh dear!
Im so terribly sorry for your loss, and all that you are going through right now, it sound so difficult, upsetting and incredibly stressful for you. I do hope you have some much needed support in real life to help you throught this period?
I hope you know this community is here for you, so please don't feel alone, or struggle with your emotions on your own, reach out to one of our listeners who are available to support and chat with you.
I do hope things are a little better, I do notice it's been several weeks since you made this post, and I hope you are managing to get some rest.
Take care, and if you want to chat, please send me a pm.