Scared I won’t ever make friends

I’m scared my interests and appearance will scare people off. Also afraid that people will think I’m lying and having to be consistent everyday. I’m scared that the person I want to show people is an imposter and no one will want me . I am afraid of taking steps t talk to people because I feel like people may not understand me. I know I need to improve my mindset but I am afraid I can’t find my tribe because I have never been in one before.