Trust issues

Hey,

I started a new school and I'm trying to make friends, but none of the people know about my mental health stuff. I feel really suspicious of them and my professors. It just seems like they have an easy time getting along, and also it frustrates me that they're all 5-10 minutes early to class every day, when I have so much trouble sleeping and stay up late with the heavy workload.

I want to connect with them, but don't want them to hurt me.

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