Uh... Ramble? I guess?

This is more of a ramble than anything, and I'm sorry if this doesn't belong here, I'm still adjusting from being away from this place for a while. Anyway...

I got back from my friend's birthday party. It was a fairly small party; it only consisted of me, my friend, and another friend that I haven't spoken to since the 8th grade (I lost her phone number a while back). It was going fine, and we had a ton fun too, but... I really felt like I overstayed my welcome... if I have any at all for that matter.

I don't think I should be feeling this way, considering that I haven't seen these people in over a year, but... I do. And the feeling is strong. When I got home, I just started thinking, "Wow, the parents probably don't want to see me again, like, ever." and "Wow, why in the hell did this person invite me? They could've been spending quality time with friend A, but no, I had to come along and just ruin it. I knew I should've stayed home." I brought a game system and several games too, but now I'm rethinking that choice because I felt like I was boring them with my god awful game taste while they could've been watching some videos on YouTube or something. In short, I felt like I should've just dropped off the birthday card and returned back home, where I belong.