Worried
I just joined this, yesterday. (May 11, 2019) And I'm very afraid. I've been shut down so many times that I wouldn't know where to begin when talking because I have too much to talk about. I've never been able to talk about much so it's hard knowing where I should start. I don't know if I can talk. I'll feel like I'm bothering everyone. Just like with every other little thing I say.
@Rookinson
I feel this way too, but you dont need to worry about annoying others. We all care here. And worst case scenario, if someone doesnt want to be involved than they dont have to read what you say
I feel like I might sound annoying too. Almost everytime. I've been thinking about talking to a professional but I don't want to ask my parents for money. I feel very worried each day, whenever I happen to be in large groups of people. It doesn't bother me to be in average ones though, I feel okay when it's 4-5 people that talk to me. I hate it when it's around ten or more though, expecially if I don't know them. I'm always afraid to burst into tears. I feel like I'm trapped in a cage.
I belive that you are doing great even its hard i know that you can do it and completel understand and compasionate to that s why i am here for you my dear freind i know it isnt easy because i to worry alot that s why i can understand it isnt easy to go trough this worry and fear which i to go trough but i know we both can do it to go trough this!