getting a job
I really want my first job so i sent out a lot of applications, but whenever someone replied or offered me a job i'd freak out and say no. Someone asked if I still want a job today so I think they're going to offer me one but I feel like i'm going to stress and say no again. I always freeze up and try to get out of it as fast as possible when they reply. I don't have much motivation for it because i'm only 14 almost 15 but I need the work experience.
@Arqi It's okay to freak out and feel like this. I recently changed jobs (I'm also...not around your age. :)) and I felt a lot of anxiety about starting at a new place.
Keep in mind that everyone is new at some point and everyone must begin somewhere. Most places understand and respect that and will train you up and orient you with the new place, procedures, co-workers, etc. In fact, this can also always be something you can ask about and talk about adjusting, how they bring on new team members, etc.