i don't know what's wrong with me

hi.

i've never done this before.

i suffer from ptsd and severe anxiety.

sometimes i feel like i have a disorder that makes me feel too much. every emotion seems so amplified and everything is so extreme. it's like a big bottomless pool that i'm being rocket launched down and i'm drowning and it's over the simplest things or the biggest things or anything. and i'm recovering from a concussion i got from my ex who assaulted me last year and i can't focus anymore and my memory is awful and my brain doesn't work like it used to and i feel like i feel so much in comparison to everyone else and i feel so not normal and im scared something is wrong with me. it's every day and sometimes the smallest things make me so anxious and take so long and i cry so much. it's effecting everything around me and i don't know what to do or what's wrong with me :(