@ahhlo

Hello. I think that many people can relate to how you feel right now. I have been there as well when I felt no hope. However, with the right support and effort, you can get better! It is a long and tedious process but in the end, all the hard work pays off. I believe that you can manage it. Have you ever tried a therapist? It might take time to find the right one, but then, the therapist can provide you with tools that can help you deal with things that come your way.