Burden
I feel like a huge burden, like I would be better off gone. Like if anything I say even if it's a joke is wrong. I make a joke with a friend, another second dread that I just embarrassed myself. I hate my looks, who I am and my identity.. but I don't want the reason just being cause of autism. I don't know what to do
@Hammyjam
It seems like your being to hard on yourself.. Are you actually being too hard on yourself?
It's possible you might be that your expecting too much from yourself and you need to adjust your priorities.
Sometimes we often set unrealistic goals for ourselves and then we are always disappointed by the fact that we didn't achieve them..
Simplicity in our personal views can help us get beyond unrealistic expectations of ourselves..🌲