Burnout
Anyone else here in autistic burnout and never felt so alone?
For me, the last year has been a whole new level of loneliness & fatigue I never knew could even exist. I feel like half the person I used to be & no one remembers the whole one. Sometimes not even me
@cyanshade44
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I'm really sorry to hear that you are struggling so much
And you feel alone in this 💛
It's important to advocate for what you need 💛

Thank you so much 💓 I agree it's important to reach out & ask for help.
I am getting help but it's still often lonely bc my providers are mostly virtual & at the end of the day they get paid to help me lol. Ppl on crisis lines rush me off when they determine I'm not in immediate danger. Friends have mostly drifted away. I've been alienated from my favorite workplaces.
I prob have some RSD but can't help feeling sometimes that even tho I have so much love to give, noone wants me around bc I'm just too much.
If I had the capacity/resources to properly care for a cat I would adopt in a heartbeat, that would help so much. But right now just barely getting by financially, emotionally, energetically. 😢Thanks so much for your support & empathy. 🖤