The sad fact

They always say its best to be alone but im not going to accept it because none of this makes sense why would they choose to do this to me i haven't done anything to them yet and im not going to be doing too well alone I hope everyone knows that because not every knows about me because I struggle the same things every night and day and doesn't matter what helps anymore i think what helps is death its the only escape for me I know it sounds crazy but why am I even stuck i cant even get a lift to places or something