Am i Bipolar ?

This is my first time reaching out ok so bare with me as I explain myself but here we go. So to explain it I feel completely out of control of my emotions and not being able to stay still the most common case is when I experience hours sometimes of odd hyper dangerous behaviour I wouldnt ever do usually resulting in me making mistakes getting in arguments a lot but also being extremely irritable when this happens and often sensitive it has been affecting my sleep so much I usually fall asleep at 2-3am after doing activites like dancing or other odd things but when I wake up the next morning I dont feel affected at all by the lack of sleep. Despite these high episodes when I go down I feel useless and hopeless and depressed but not for as long as the highs.i am not sure if this is normal but I find myself talking to myself when I am alone in the hyper states. I feel like I am a burden because of this and when I am with friends they often pick up on it especially when I get irritated and snap even though I appear so high. Please give me some advice