Idk If I am bipolar but
In these days I feel like I am the goddess, grace of god, perfect in everything, beautiful-hot-genius etc. It feels so good right now but I know this is not reality. A year ago I thought this thoughs real and I am really good at everything, and when I talked people like that they were just thinking I am joking or did sarcasm. But it was not. My all thoughts was my real thoughts.
Lots of times I tried to explain all my feelings to my friends but I am not that good at explaining emotions. They really wants to help me they can't really understand me as well.
Anyways, a week ago I was devastated. Bad at everything, such a loser and not deserve anything. But now everything's changed. I have a appointment with psychiatrist but these days I have huge energy, I want to speak and talk a lot so I want to say hello and explain my thoughts a little bit. I don't know If ı have bipolar or not but I am sure I have a mental issue.
@Socrabbit Finding a psychiatrist is a good decision. I think you can try to make some friends online. Sometimes the typed text can be more thought through by the brain, making you focus and calm down a little. You need a listener and actively cooperating with your doctor. You will be fine; take it as a life experience. You can do it!
Thank you, even basic advices have so much mean to me right now❤️.