Just broke up
Am i gonna make it through or am i never gonna get out of her shadow? I dont know. My road might be alone but there’s nothing i can do except keep walking.
@iamcasten
Hope you continue the path and let time heal these wounds. Hoping things go well eventually ~
I was with a guy for 4 years. I loved him to death but it wasn't the right fit. Met him literally right after my first and only (hopefully) psychotic episode. I sabotaged the relationship and at the time didn't understand why. I can tell you it wasn't a bipolar episode.
To this day I will always respect him as the person who was there for me in my life at the exact time I needed it. I was torn up about it for probably 1-2 years. But eventually I saw that I made the right decision regardless of how much I had loved him.
The only thing you can do is take the emotions as they come a day at a time and experience the pain of loss head on. Remember that while it's the end of your relationship it's the beginning for you. Take time to get treatment and discover yourself again.
And try to think about how you can improve in the next relationship. I hope this helps.