Keeping a job

IveI recently been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and had to move back in with family due to not having a job. The whole idea scares me since I know what it feels like to be homeless on top of being bipolar. It causes a lot of stress, usually I would resort to hooking up with a guy who would help support me emotionally but also financially but because I really want to do the work and I'm so tired of getting my heart broken I'm deciding to take the more healthy approach. It has been tuff, I've been looking for work and even though I have over fifteen years of working in various industries it's like I have to start over. I'm divorced and is on child support on top of being medicated. Which I don't think is helping because my brain always feels like it's spinning and mood is all over the place. ImI afraid of having another psychosis eposide which I've had twice in a life time. Seems like every ten years now. I quite drinking and smoking and have given up my toxic relationships so all I really have now is going to church, my kids and work. I really need to find a job ASAP does anyone have any tips? My resume is a mess from the past two years and even worse over the last ten. I really Don't remember from the top of my head what the exact ten years of my work experience looks like. I'm afraid, have I really burnt all my bridges. Will I get a normal life again and if so for how long will it last until my brain screws it all up again?😣