Not enough
I suppose that being Bi-polar is why I am such an emotionally sensitive guy. From an early age females outside my immediate family have taught me that I am: Too stupid, too fat, too slow, too forgetful, too ugly, too quiet, too shy, too lazy, too poor. I want to fall in love. I always have. I have always tried to be kind, gentle and respectful to the opposite sex. But in the end that is...not enough...and neither am I. I like myself though and my daughter adores me. So that is about enough feeling sorry for myself. I should try to get to sleep...
Are you ok?
Yes I am okay. Thank you for asking. 🙂 I just have low self esteem. I have been depressed lately and I guess I needed to vent. Have a great day!
Glad you are feeling better, hope you have a great day
@egret35 wanted to say hi and let you know when ppl treat you poorly it's about them not you. They are projecting what they really feel about themselves onto you.and any other target close by.. I've been the victim of ppls projection many times. Recently have been realizing it's not me it's them .. .I am way to kind to ppl who don't deserve my kindness yet I continue to be my kind self. I'm more selective about who I let into my tiny circle of supporters and family. I have a sib who I cannot talk to due to the treatment he gives out to me and my other sibs. We are in agreement he is projecting his self hate onto us. It's all come about since our mum has been sick/ placed in a facility. He's never been part of the family , no contact at all for decades until mum got sick. I'm really tired of dealing with the toxic and I blocked him. Anyway just want you to know you are perfect just the way you are. Don't listen to others negative responses. Hope your enjoying time with your little girl .💜 ABB
You are enough. Sometimes others have a hard time seeing past their own nose to see the kindness and compassion you share.
I know how you feel im at that place now. I hate being so emotional of a man and I hate getting to this point. But things have to get better
I am so sorry you are going through this. Know that you are seen, valid, and not alone
