Accidentally medication mistake

So last night a made a pretty big and totally careless blunder by taking an extra pill my psychiatrist just prescribed for energy. It induced what feels like manic symptoms. Didn't sleep a wink. Don't feel tired at all. And I CAN'T stop talking. My family very well understands I can't help it but I think they are annoyed. I think I know how to neutralize the effects with the use of another med my psychiatrist prescribed for energy. He said a downer would neutralize the upper. Which I accidentally made happen my first day on the energy med. A popular amphetamine common for ADHD patients. But the amphetamine mysteriously calms their mind. I really really hope this works. I have my weekly ketamine therapy tomorrow and it will be rough riding with 2 nights no sleep. I know this from experience. And I had just established healthy sleep. Which I've learned is critical to my mental state. Life has constantly been one great step forward. And a quick unexpected 2 step back. It's been like that since my last manic episode that lasted a week since May. There's been two hospitalizations since them. Almost a round of electro convulsive treatments but was talked into giving this ketamine (Spravato) a try. In there a 2 month mixed episodes resulting in rapidly losing 26 pounds. Then left with the bare deep depression that always includes in hospital stay in either late January or February and can last into early March. And this feels like one of those depressions that hits ever 2-3 years that requires electro convulsive therapy to get out of. I understand the treatments and they have a 5 years history of being highly effective when used but they make me an absolute nervous wreck. I can't take my anxiety meds at all while getting ECT because benzos act as an anti seizure drug too. I don't know how I will manage. And now I'm letting myself get worked up over something that may not occur for another couple months. I just need to sit back and accept the likely events up the road. It's biologically based at this point so out of my control. I wish I was better at mindfulness. As a verified listener I teach it all the time but can't flip my lessons on myself when needed. Some comfort from my therapist when she said even as a professional therapist she often doesn't flip what she teaches daily on yourself. I really need an understanding peer who will let me have a good processing session with. It's better doing it with someone else compared to by yourself and journaling. Another bipolar sufferer is ideal. It's hard finding other former ECT patients though since it's common but not very often used since it's an absolute last result psychiatrist try their hardest not to result to. But as one psychiatrist told me, I have a very stubborn brain. I took it as a compliment.