Am I Behind?
I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder before but when I changed doctor, he diagnosed me with bipolar disorder… I have always longed for a partner and oftentimes think that there’s something wrong with me or that I couldn’t find one because of my mental illness.. My ex is getting married too with the one he replaced me with.. Everyone is getting a partner and getting married except me.. I am 30 years old yet I feel behind in life.. I just want someone to understand me and I hope to feel better… I am trying to go out and socialize but when I get back home, I still feel the same which is very lonely. I don’t know what to do in my life anymore and I feel like giving up.. People say cliche stuff to me and I don’t seem to fully comprehend.
@yuumibear
Tthanks for sharing!
I am glad you shared that.
It seems like things aren't coming together like you want them too and you don't understand why..
Keep going your still learning. Take care🌟
Yes, that is true but I’m doing my best every day. Even I just show up 20%, I keep going.
@yuumibear
Such a courageous person you are!
Try to remember good days when you feel low.. it could help 🌟
Thank you. How are you able to say I am courageous?
@yuumibear
Your 30 years old, you have survived to get to this moment in time.. from what you posted it sounds like your life was often difficult.. you are a life warrior ✨️
Yes, that is true. I have been in tough times yet I still keep going. I don’t give up. Is it something to be celebrated? I think it’s a curse because of life hardships.. I wish someone would choose me too. When I talk to people, I cannot help but think they are only saying cliche stuff to me.. but thank you for seeing me. I hope to be enough.
@yuumibear
I had major hardships myself until I got in my 40's.
I thought my life wouldn't improve either..
Now that i'm in my 50's i'm finally satisfied with my life and glad I never gave up.. The pain and suffering, being miserable, it was all worth it! I want this for you too yummibear!!✌️
I hope so too. Thank you. Right now I hope to find a partner but it’s still not coming. Sometimes i doubt myself and ask what is wrong with me. But I still keep going
@yuumibear
The way i found my life partner was i stopped looking and she found me... but it doesn't hurt to keep your eyes peeled looking for that perfect or decent person you need..💙
