Bipolar depression and pregnancy.
Hi everyone. I'm in depressive phase of bipolar disorder and pregnant 11 weeks. It's highly stressfull to me. I'm going thru cry spells, irritation and anger.I ask to kindly pray for me for 5 mins. Pls. Your prayer means a lot to me. Yes I have sought professional help too.
I used to be a cat lover. I loved cats more than anything. But for the past 1 week I'm scared of them , irritated at them. I'm stuck in a deep emotional *** due to this. I hate myself for hating my cats. I'm giving away two kittens . Rest I'm unable to find homes for them. Do not judge me. I let them roam outside today. Granted them freedom. Was worried if they would return but they did return . I'm unable to care for them and in deep guilt. Lord knows how much they mean to me. But now Im unable to keep them all in 5 big cats. Planned to neuter two Tommorow.
Again do not judge me. Right now my mental health is important I feel. I did not abandon them , let them go out and come back.
I wish I never owned cats. My family never listened to me telling them n number of times to neuter.
@DapperrasperiesIt sounds like you’re going through a very tough time right now. It’s okay to feel conflicted and to take steps you need for your own mental health. You’re doing your best, and that’s what matters. Be gentle with yourself. Many people understand and won’t judge you. Keep reaching out for support.