[ No-clipping outta this reality ]

Recently I've been very disconnected from my current reality. I've always daydreamed, disassociated and experienced derealization, but recently it's been much more frequent. I don't want to stay in this reality. I need to get outta here, I want to explore new places and see new things alone, without people around.

I've been listening to subliminals for no-clipping and also for dreaming, hoping it'll help me somehow... Last Friday when I had class, I packed my backpack differently than usual: I put more food and took some things that would help me incase I no-clipped. The weather was bad, so I had more "probability" of succeeding, but sadly, I'm still here. I wouldn't have a problem staying in some other reality like 'The Backrooms' (The Backrooms itself is a Creepypasta, however no-clipping is possible and places like that ACTUALLY exist), since I'd take my phone and charger with me to be able to communicate with others occasionally, and also to take pictures and document the places I'd be at. I have mobile data, not to mention that certain "levels" do have internet/Wi-fi available.

I know I might be highly delusional, I've been researching things related to mental conditions for over 5 years now, but I can't get help from a professional, plus I like to believe that these places really exist.