Schizoaffective Bipolar

I have struggled with being Schizoaffective for 10 years now. My wife and I were pregnant but sadly we lost the baby halfway through. This triggered a full blown relapse and I’m having a very hard time getting back on my feet. I am getting professional help and I take all my meds but it’s so much more intense. The psychosis episodes are a lot to handle and the hallucinations and self harm very tiring. I’m just scared that I’m too much a burden on my wife and she can’t reasonably take care of me because it’s too hard for her to handle. I feel like I’m doing everything right but nothing is working.