Psychosis?
I hear clicking and ringing in my ears frequently, sometimes buzzing. I’ve heard my name whispered in my ear when I was about to fall asleep and when I was little I heard a girl crying from the vent and she was saying my name and help me. That’s the only time I’ve heard anything like that. I was about 8. I asked my step sister if she heard it and she said no. My mom said it was probably just my sister talking in the vent trying to scare me. I have extremely loud thoughts like I talk to myself in my head sometimes as a separate person. I sometimes have unwanted thoughts that don’t fit me. I have very bad memory and sometimes in past events I’m not sure if they happened or if it was a dream, I made it up etc. I have a lot of past trauma. It might be ptsd, schizophrenia, bpd, bipolar idk what do y’all think?
I also think ocd might be an option i sometimes repeat things in my head like a certain situation and when I’m watching my tv I will sometimes repeat certain words or sentences out loud and in my head multiple times after they said it. I have to touch certain joints in my body a certain way sometimes like my armpits neck parts of my face, back of knees, nipples, and blinking
Also one time I heard high pitched growling from the basement but didn’t see anything. But that house was mad weird yo everybody heard noises. I know none of y’all are therapists but does anyone relate?
