Vent tw
I don’t feel the same. Act the same. I’m not a god. I’m a freak that nobody wants except for this internal world. I feel at home here. But the more I live here, the more my physical home and families faces turn to disgust .
choose me, take meds, you can’t trust your mind, my own father rejects me
when will this pain end? The eternal alienation and anxiety. I am forgotten lost, and the void is where I spiral to my resting place. A place where my parents cry and my siblings scream.
@Jojobahnojo
Friend Jojobahnojo.
I wish you all the best. Life can be really hard and tough.
From Helga.
@Jojobahnojo Thank you for sharing. I know how discouraging it can feel when the people around you dismiss what you’re saying just because they know your history with mental health struggles. Sometimes you just want someone to genuinely listen without judgment or assumptions. I truly hope things start to feel lighter for you. I try to shift my focus away from the things I don’t want to happen and put more energy into the things I do want to grow in my life. It doesn’t fix everything, but it helps me stay grounded and hopeful.
@Jojobahnojo You are not alone. All or most of us here are fighting a battle that no one can imagine, but fortunately you found this space (in fact, I'm new to this) and no one here will judge you. Stay strong.
