Please, if possible, let's talk in Portuguese.

I recently went through a very confusing phase. I started exploring myself, but it got to a point where I longed so much that I couldn't even find attention. I hate to admit it, but it seems I'm depressed because of a lack of intimate or even consensual exploration. It's shameful. Well, I never believed this would happen to me. If anyone wants to talk to me every day (or almost every day), I'm willing to talk.