Back at square one
So for a while or exactly 6-7 ish months I had the lucky opportunity to work at a gym after an endless series of bad interviews and ghosting and for a while it felt good. the people there were nice and it felt like my life was getting back on track after being stuck in limbo for so long until last valentine's day where it all came to a close and honestly I'm kinda scared , I spent so long in that endless cycle of putting on a confident front just to get beat down again and again for stuff that was out of my control that I'm not sure if I have what it takes to go through it all again am I overthinking things or is it just how things are supposed to be?
It sounded like a place where you felt valued and like things were finally moving in a good direction. Losing that, especially after struggling so much to get there, must feel frustrating and scary. Job searching, especially after dealing with rejection and ghosting, is exhausting. It’s natural to feel hesitant about jumping back into that process, especially when it feels like it keeps knocking you down.
So I guess my feelings aren't all that invalid then thank you
