Ptsd
One day I finally stood up for myself and got tired of the abuse of my boss. I called my union rep to say I feel really unsafe here. Their was a meeting called and I spoke my truth about the mistreatment i endured. I ended up transferring job locations shortly after. I walked into the new place and I didn't know what to expect. I was relieving prior experiences of my old boss. I am always expecting mistreatment or bad behavior. I am so afraid to make simple mistakes because my old boss made big deals about it and make it my fault. I was taught how to do something at the new site. I was expecting the old behavior I was so nervous to be taught how to do something. My old boss would do it himself if I was going to slow for him.
@AnxiousPanda228 Hello! I am very sorry that you went through the experience during your job. I understand that you are experiencing stress due to the past experiences and its hard to stay away from these negative thoughts. It is good that you were relieved now that you transferred jobs and know that you are not what other people say that you are. Humans naturally remember unpleasant events to avoid them in the future, but its also important that we don't have to dwell on them and rather move on. Again, I am sorry that you have to go through this and I wish you the best for your new job!