Student life pressure without parents support
Hey I'm arpita from India. I am here to share my feelings. Please suggest me. I'm losing my mind.
I'm not much good in studies just like an average student not topper not backbencher. I'm currently struggling with my percentage it's not good enough. I'm very weak in maths especially. But I'm trying my best to perform good in maths too. I'm suffering from depression and hallucinations. I took my medicines on time but it seems like they're not doing anything. I keep hallucinating evey day.
I'm trying hard to improve myself in studies. My parents aren't supporting me. They just keep scolding and hitting me. But I take all their hits silently. They never let me stand for myself. I'm so tensed I keep overthinking at night. I only sleep for 2 or 3 hours in a day. My mother demotivates me sometimes that you can't do anything in future. You'll ruin our reputation in society.
Hey lets study together
Really! Okay sure!! 💖
@arpiiitaaa
I am so sorry for what you are facing. Keep going despite all the challenges...one day you will look back and think that you made it..keep striving for that day !
Thanks 💕
@arpiiitaaa
Hi Arpita, thanks for sharing. you are going through alot right now academic pressure mental health and lack of support and harm. that is not small any one would feel overwhelmed.
first, being an average student dosent define your worth or future. struggling with maths just means maths is hard Right now. not that you are incapable.
What concerns me more is that you are hallucinating daily and sleeping only 2-3 hours if your medication doesn't seem to be helping it's important that you tell your doctor that's not weakness that's taking care of yourself.
also being hit and constantly told you will ruin your family's reputation is not something you deserve none of that makes you worthless.
right now try focusing on one small thing that you can control even just improving your sleep slightly or asking a teacher for help in math small steps matter.
 Arpita you're not losing your mind. you're under intense pressure without enough support that's different and you're still trying, that says a lot about you.
i hope you get better soon.
You're doing just fine arpita , don't worry about anything, you've got only one life and you have to live it fully , don't care what anybody says it's not their life , love yourself, look yourself in the mirror and smile , you're so beautiful inside out and you've got great things to do , and I'm sure you're leveling up each day .
You're doing just fine arpita , don't worry about anything, you've got only one life and you have to live it fully , don't care what anybody says it's not their life , love yourself, look yourself in the mirror and smile , you're so beautiful inside out and you've got great things to do , and I'm sure you're leveling up each day .