Home Truths & Apologies.
To anyone who comes upon this post or if u know me I would firstly just want to apologise for any hurt I've caused to you and I am very sorry I caused that hurt your way, as I type this I am shaking badly with fear. However I will not use it as an excuse. Tonight I've heard alot of things about me, it seems I'm causing trouble just being here for my mother and her partner. I can't believe what I've heard but I think I am being a damage to thier life, and that's why I just want to apologise to everyone I've caused any pain to in your life. If this is how i am, then it seems I'm a problem to be around. I, once again apologise for harming pain in your life and ruining your day. I shouldn't be around anywhere or anyone if this is what I am. A true Demon to be around. And i am very sorry. I'm sorry. I'm very heartbroken 💔. So sorry.
@CallumKing2000 Callum🙁 sweetie your a great guy, who's always kind and fun loving, to everyone ❤ your mum has a new partner? Wow! I didn't realise it had been to long since your dad died😞 and if they are saying bad things about you, after everything you've done for your mum🙁 them I'm sorry but the only problem I can see hear is your mum's partner, not you. Of course it would make you upset though😥 bless you. Wraps you in a cosy blanket and cuddles you up, you have friends here, people who love you ❤ like I do ❤ your safe here🙂❤
@CallumKing2000 Cal hugs, your not a problem you was my support when i was in prob, you cant be their prob, they are the prob.
Guys, don't waste your time on me. I don't deserve it. I'm not even meant to exist. Like literally. I've always been difficult and different. I got nobody. I walk the darkness like an empty vessel. I've had enough. I just can't be bothered anymore honestly. Sick of this pain in my heart all the time.