MEDIA COLLECTION MEGA THREAD (GTFIH)

@ravenlight2112

I drew Jesus when I was 10!!😃😃

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A tiny poem:

Grotesque

Anxiety makes this nest

inside of me

and watches my thoughts until they scramble to hide

It eats me until it turns into me

Some alien grotesque monster I want to rip back out of my chest

Heave out of sight, leading me back into the light

I hear it slither in the still moments; and I cower in fright

from the world and the world from me

I would run but it’s just as much as a liar as me

Tomorrow, I tell its beady yellow eyes, you will have to leave

you cannot rest anymore in the cracks of loss and pain

not properly mourned

bump

I still remember, that night in September

We were out in your backyard

Staring at the stars, you asked me what we are

Wish would've said it back then, maybe wed be more than friends

Cause' I love you more, than the sky loves the planets, than the sky loves the stars more than constellations leadin us to mars

layin in autumns dark

I wish I said that night that you are my foundation, you are my constellation

You bring me back to life

When I found the big dipper back in september I gave you my heart and I swore by the stars, that I'd always love you no matter the distance, no matter how far

Cuz' I love you more, than the sky loves the planets, than the sky loves the stars more than constellations leadin us to mars

layin in autumns dark

And those constellations dont keep up apart cause they brought us closer

Layin in autumns dark

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I drew apple bloom form my little pony this morning

I wrote this song in one of my darkest moments and writing it out in a way ither ppl could understand rlly help me got over it. I could use some help finding names for it. Possible TWs:Abandonment, break ups

Song 1:

You talk about pain you talk about pleasure you talk about you and you talk about whatever you talk about truth and you say all these things, but you talk about me and never the pain. That I felt when you left, that I felt when you stayed, that I felt when you came back it'll never be the same..

But the pain that I felt. When you talk about her as if I wasn't there, with you that your worst. Even when you didnt want me I was still by your side cuz you know I wont leave you, I cant even try cant say I dont love you, cuz you know its a lie. And dont say that I left you.. when you pushed me away, yeah maybe I was distant. But I still fckin stayed.

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I made a ring dagger

Am I truly worth the feeling of love?

I'm a lost cause of the morning light my hands grasping the moon with a heavy mind.

I hold and wish that he would fly his love to my heart, as I yowl and howl to the ever longing pain of sorrows.

I cry my heart of beating cards.

The crashes low and under, my blood cold and repeated.

The glass windows surround and shroud my eyes of open light with a tinted darkness.

I wish he would love me more, he does not mean to neglect my sorrowful heart, he is simply too busy to notice me, he is burning out from the work he is given.

Yet he finds a love to kiss the wounds of your wrists that are healed and sharpened.

I hope for a better tomorrow, future and present.

-clown26 06/05/26

@creativeScarf316