I drew/wrote this today.... don't know what to think or feel about it

It all started with the word 'significance' and then ended in this... all this was my thoughts and feelings just vomited onto the paper... am I crazy? I've never made anything like this before and I'm scared... should I be scared? Is this normal? What do people think of it? looking for words of honesty or encouragement...

(drawn by hand then scanned into phone)